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so i was interviewed this friday by rockland trust to be a summer floater...meaning every week i am at a different bank to cover someones sick time or vacation time or whatever the case may be...and i was hired!!! i am guranteed 37.5 hrs a week i get paid 9 an hour plus travel expenses...well ok i was hired but i still need to pass a drug test...which i dont think will be to hard bc i quit smoking the weed over 2 months ago...it must be out of my system by now! But anyways, im so excited to have a decently proffessional job...no more BK and MickeyD's for me...or camp with smelly kids! and im still praying to get the Sony College Rep job for next year...its my dream job...i want it so badly...only two other people applied...but that still doesnt mean ill get it...i dont like to assume things and end up dissapointed...so i never expect stuff...that way im prepared for the worst :) hopefully though, the worst wont happen...hoepfully i get it...i want it!!!tonite im going to see mike play his drums with some 40 yr old people...hahaha...but i miss seeing him play so im excited...he looks funny...he sticks his tongue out bc he thinks hes hardcore...but its cute...anyways...i found out i got a 93 on my last econ test...which is lovely. i am a genius. alright , im going to arrange the upc office nicely before my next class...upc members, the art supplies will now be in the blue ugly thing in the back part of the office...but the will be labeled :)
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[05 May 2004|03:40pm] |
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Im at the UPC office doing nothing of importance. Should be studying for my bugs test on friday since i wont study tomm bc my sister is coming up! and we are going to rock out to some sister hazel...should be fun, stuff thats free is always fun i dont bitch about it like everyone else. Especially the a holes from the collegian who have said nothing about shitty things about our spring concert. they have no f ing clue about anything...i want to join the collegian next year. but i guess i probably wont. aj says i cant if i get the sony job, conflict of interests. i am so excited for school to be over. im ready to relax and work and make some money this summer. since currently im living off of two dollars :) i am amazing at spending money. im amazing at spending money and having absolutely nothing to show for it. o well. me and colleen have been such alcoholics these past few weeks. we showed up to battle of the bands wicked drunk but it was fun, people in upc prob thought we were dumb, or maybe they thought we were funny...im gunna stick with that one. then it was colleens birthday so of course we got drunk. we went to the bowl dance with a bunch of people. and just to prove to our friend deanna i do like gay people i just love the word gay, colleen and i made friends with some dragqueens. and we really loved the song cotton eyed joe...or cotton eye joe, whatever it is. the only bad thing about colleens bday was that chilis messed up my salad and i cried. in chilis. im such a dork. but i was scared to say something bc i didnt want to be a pain but it really sucked. so finally i said something and i got it for free, but it still sucked and was dissapointing. the deserts we got made up for it tho. then it was spring concert and colleen jamie and i decided it was very important to drink. so we got silly, specially jamie. we werent out of control or anything. anyways im gunna go study. bye...wish me luck on my interview with the bank on friday!!!!i need job!!!!
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[26 Apr 2004|02:05pm] |
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Well I have an econ test tonite, that sucks. I have a upc meeting tomm which is ok bc i like upc and i want to be production manager someday...wed is the oc, thursday colleen and i have to work on the scrapbook for upc which is fun, and then friday i dont know what we are gunna do but itl be something fun becuase sat we cant go out at all really bc sunday is spring concert and we have to get there decently early in the morning and its an exhausting day...this weekend was fun though, bearded chriss party was sat which unfortunately ended early cause cops came. but it was still fun, bonfires and bands and good people. yesterday we went to six flags which was awesome. the weather wasnt super but it was good enough and there was like no lines. and i went on every ride but one becuase i am so awesome. i was so brave. but i ate so freaking much. and then when i tried to go to bed i felt sick and i got wicked sunburnt on my face so i thought i had like sunpoisening. so after trying to fall asleep for like two hours i just called mike. so at one in the morning he came over to save me. and once he was here i fell asleep right away :) he is my savior. and even tho the beds here are realy small...we fit very nicely sometimes. and other times i just bitch the whole nite bc im not comfortable, and its all about me of course...anyways...im gunna go study more, noone reads this anyways but o well. just in case someone ever does ill give an update here and there for them read. goodbye wish me luck on my test!
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[20 Apr 2004|10:38am] |
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Tonight is the Midtown Hot Rod Circuit and Junction 18 and TREOS show...me and colleen put alot of work into it and I really hope it does good. I want it to sell out. I am very excited becuase I think tonite is the night junction 18 will do sex with me :) haha just kidding, I just wish. anyways I have an advising appoitment and colleen says noone cares shes a bitch. and then colleen and i are picking up the t shirts. and then its load in then we have to shwoer to be hott then we are oging back to the student union to do other things for the show...everyone come...even tho everyone on my freinds list who mite read this does not go here. Ah well, doesnt hurt to try
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| whats new with me |
[02 Mar 2004|09:53pm] |
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I just dont update this at all anymore...and honestly i thought id feel like it now but i dont...ive got sh*t to do...but anyways...Midtown and Hot ROd Circuit and Junction 18 and hoepfully Cave in are playing here APril 20th thanks to me and colleen...we rock. hope to see everyone there!!!
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| im brian |
[05 Dec 2003|11:16pm] |
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| calculus is gay |
[02 Dec 2003|10:10pm] |
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Well ill update this thing again...nothing much new...University Productions and Concerts had our first show of the year and it was the amazing Piebald with Lucky Caderra, There Were Wires (way to screamy) and Read Yellow (awesome). It was so great...colleen and i designed the fabulous tshirts a bunch of people came...and colleen and i got to take piebald to the liqour store because we are hott...we are in the process of planning a show for spring semester...so ive emailed a bunch of bands and sometime this week we will call them...i am hoping brand new...thats just me tho :)then i have a calc test on wed which is going to kill me bc calc is very hard and i dont like it...thanksgiving was ok...mike was in north carolina with his family and i really missed him...it will be horrible during christmas and the summer...:( anyways im going to go study more...
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| its not funny like haha, its funny like i told you so! |
[10 Nov 2003|12:01am] |
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well...im transgender...surprise! not really...anyways i havent updated in a long time so im just gunna write a few things to let everyone know whats going on even though noone actually reads this ever...my sister is in london and guess who she is freinds with now? liam gallagher...oasis lead singer...yes thats the one...shes such a beast...i want to be her right now...and my mom is very sad lisa is gone and im at school so ive been going home kind of often to keep her company and see my dad...i dont mind going home tho...i dont feel like i miss anything here when i am gone...umass is awesome but i think i got the whole away from home college thing out of my system last yr...plus mike is here now so i dont have to miss him as much as last year...colleen has decided to leave me for australia next yr...i mite die without her but good for her...she can buy me nice hott australian fashion stuff...just like i am expecting nice hott london fashion from lisa...classes are gay but im doing really good actually...except my stats test killed me this week...im really glad we hang out with deanna more this yr...bc shes just so fun and doesnt care what people think about her and that is key...i like how i dont care so much now as opposed to highschool how many freinds i have or whatever...i have like 7 good freinds up here and i love that...its all i need...we dont get mad at each other (not that i ever did in highscool it was all other people being gay and me just watching) and we just have fun...its not stressful having freinds anymore...strictly fun...mike and i have now been together for 1 yr and 9 months...we are going to get married...and now i have to go downstairs and let him in...so this is enuff of an update for now...o and i am so not going to the thanksgiving game this yr...to all coyle 03 grads...its not worth it...highschool is over.
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[25 Jun 2003|11:57pm] |
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i cant update ever now...i work so f'in much and whenever im not working i am most def. not at home but out with mike or weiner or brett etc. i heard the news today that DV cant come back to umass because he flunked out...im so mad! hell come up in weekends all the time im sure but still it wont be the same...anyways camp starts next monday...but we had orientation yesterday and today...it was fun...i am in sioux village (7 to 8 yr olds) and thats what i really wanted to do...and chrissy is unit head and thats awesome...all the returning staff are very cool all people i like...altho i miss bridgit and gizelle
:( and all the new staff seem pretty ok...maybe not one or two...ill def miss luke at ropes tho...new kid seems like mad serious...but anways...hung out with mike colleen and brett tonite....good and illegal as always :) and i ran into brianna and mike z which was nice...and then last nite mike and i went to castle island and it was so fun...i cut his hair hahaha...anyways...im kinda tired and im going to bed...maybe more later...
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[20 Jun 2003|12:28am] |
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soo...colleen and i had our nite with adam casey and umar...that was a good time considering i havent seen umar since last summer...hes all cool with a goatee now tho (looking like hes 25 or something) we rented the Big Lebrowski or something...it was a funny movie and im glad we hung out w. them...i miss that crowd :) then today i saw Finding Nemo with weiner...yea for free movie tickets...very cute movie...i enjoyed it...and then went to cape cod cafe with my mom sis and memere and pepere...it was funny...we tlaked about making out haha...anyhow...then i went over mikes and we went and played pool and gave each other massages because we are both overworked...im not to excited for the rest of the summer...starting next week im working at camp 8 30 to 4 30 m-f then sat and sunday i work 6 AM to 2...no days to sleep in=no fun at all ever and i mite die...but its money and thats fun...one of my paychecks is going for a big shopping spree like the ones colleen has gone on every weekend for the past 2 months lol...im glad to have a very stylish friend but obviously im jealous and wanna do it to...so i think i can treat myself one weekend...i do need more clothes after all :) well time for bed...nite all
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[15 Jun 2003|11:33pm] |
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haha i mite be gay in stating this but it was mike and is 16 month anniversary so we semi celebrated...sat. was a whole us day...we did some quick errands and then got Spencers Pizza...Junction 18 work there...altho they are on tour know so they were not working at the time which stinks but i woulda been embarrased going in anyways in case they would of recognized me frmo shows and they would of thought "stalker" but we went to the abington park place and had a picnic...it was very cute...then we got lost going to nantaskut...or however u spell it but we eventually made it there...and we walked on the beach and played video games in the arcade and rode on the carosel...and skipped stones...it was one of the best times ive had in a long time...a perfect way to spend my day/night. that is all
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tonite and today was good...very good...i got hired...BK 24N the one the lady wasnt killed at so yey! its fast food again but hey a jobs a job...i need one till camp starts and then nites and weekends during camp...then i saw mikey...we did errands and then just hung out...he lost his contacts so hes in glasses for another week...poor kid...he looks great either way so i dont care but hes dissapointed...he didnt miss his glasses at all...then i went over colleens to hang out wth her and simon and it was just like old times lol...then we brought him home and we saw brett quickly...now ive just gotten home and i am spent...nite all...someone give me back my good advice giving skills haha right weiney face whos a kissing machine?!
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| Im glad i have people i call freinds...if it were up to me...id never have to miss u (alk 3) |
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So...since i last updated...colleen and i hung out with brett...very much fun of course...plymouth was on the agenda...skipping stones and all then we headed back and i made plans to sleep over colleens bc what we did after plymouth left me in no condition to go home and see my parents :) twas fun...i hadnt slept with colleen in two weeks...haha...then mike and i hung out...ate a nice nice dinner at my house the other nite...did some more shopping...tonite after i got myself an interview at BK (yes camp starts in july and i have NO money so i am desperate)(fast food is like my way of life...first mickey d's for yrs and now BK) mike and i went to funway and went on the go carts...mine was a wuss one plus i admit i was a tiny bit scared...then we got some DQ and hung around his house...struggled to make ourselves comfy and close on his far to small for two people couch in his basement haha...ive been kinda crummy tho lately occasionaly...i make big deals out of the little things...i think its just because i have no job n i am completely broke and its stressing me out...plus i feel bad that when i go out with mike or colleen or brett etc. i have no money to do anything besides simply chilling...so the jobless and broke thing is getting to me and is f'ing around with my emotions...at least mike who gets the brunt of it loves me enough to just let me be sad and stressed and will just hold me...i am so excited for next yr when ill have colleen zak dv and MIKE with me at amherst...plus since ive decided on what i wanna do as my major or shall i say double major...ill be taking classes that actually interest me...well not so much next semester but hopefully after that! and having mike there will be such a relief...kind of going to him to escape other stuff...i didnt have that this yr...everyone i talked to besides adam and casey and misha and dobson...were on my floor so i had absolutely nowhere else to turn...i love colleen...she makes me feel good about my relationship with mike...it was good to hear her say she understood my reasoning for not seeing alot of her and my other freinds last summer...it made me not feel as bad bc she got that i was leaving mike for a whole school yr and id be seeing her day in and day out...plus she told me that even if we have red headed kids id love them anyways just bc i helped make them and theyd be mine...but mike and i still talk about how we think theyd be a little blonde...bc i am and he isnt red red haired...in the newspaper mrs hanson showed me it said if the husband had red hair it would go to his children...but since he really doesnt that dramatically...maybe there is hope...weiner also told me since we made it thro the first and hardest yr (me being away and mik ebeing at home) she has all the faith we will make it thro college...not that i dont have faith but its nice to hear someone else say it...so anyways tomm i have my interview and ill see mike and then i think ill hang out with colleen and simon....mad chill...its mike and i's 16 month anniversary on fathers day...wish us a congratulations haha...jk...well if u want to...ok now im being gay so gnite...
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| what the gay |
[10 Jun 2003|12:51am] |
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so my mom and i go to mikes show sunday...and o only mike and his car are sitting in the parking lot...what does mike tell us? the band told the people there that their drummer wasnt showing up...whatever...i cant say to much thats only what i know...and people have already jumped up my ass...whatever...i liked hanging around all of dark gleaming while it lasted...but apparantly its time to move on...so tonite mike and i went shopping for stuff for him for college...it was much fun...and then we went to friendlys and just chilled at my house and watched disney...tomm mike nad i gota go to the middleboro Y to sign our papers for camp...and then timm nite is brett nite! and PS when i say good luck i mean it...
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| a good day |
[08 Jun 2003|12:33am] |
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i liked today...mike took me to get job applications and return some...i had a quick interview at this restaurant, bar type place...whatever i dont have luck...but i will get a job eventually i swear! im trying at least...and then we went to charlottes grad party and that was very fun...weiner steve matt louis jarod and chars sister were there to chill with...it was a nice relaxing funny time...and then mike and i made fajitas at my house and that was fun then we went to his house to his basement and just hung around ;)everyone just watch...im gunna marry this kid haha...Mrs Hanson loves telling me that I am going to have red headed kids tho...and i just wont stand for that...ill borrow a blonde headed guy for a few nights hehe...jk...i guess red headed will do if thats what it comes down to...maybe my blonde genes would kick in tho and overtake the red hairs...ahh well...i love my mikey...nite everyone, im tired
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| lots of hot times |
[07 Jun 2003|01:21am] |
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so even thought mike was gone at orientation for three days and i missed him horribly and dreamt crazy dreams of porking all these hott girls...i managed to have a kick ass past few nites...haha...zak and dv came to our cool town og big bridgewater...and raynham lol...it was great...i really missed those guys...they are the only people i really know that i will keep in touch with from college...at least from who ive met thus far! so we caught up and played pool and ping pong out of which i was kicking dvs butt in pool and then i only had the 8 ball and he sunk like 5 balls in a row...including the 8 ball so he won...i was gipped...but still then we showed them around my house and colleens and mcmobil and johnsons pond...n the center of bwater...they loved the kentacohut...and then we tracked down some illegal things...then we went back to johnsons pond bc its what we always seem to do around here and after explaining the creep to zak and dv he showed up! colleen and i began obsessing about how maybe is a spy our parents hired and how omg we were doing bad things out in the public eye...it was scary...all being paranoid and all...then colleen went home and i took them to some basketball courts, where we used our freshly stolen from a kid basketball...it was great great times...then tonite mike came back! and him me and weiner went to zaks house where he was having a party bc his rents were in germany and we got to see him and dv again plus josh which was cool...i wish roomnies could have come tho bc i miss him too...and it was fun...more illegalness and meeting cool people...then mike and i just chilled for a bit at johnsons pond bc we missed each other soo...awww...haha...so anyhoo...colleen and i are hott...and dv and zak thought we had much large balls for doing illegal things and sexual things at johnsons pond being so out in the open and right near a police station...good for us! carpe diem! haha im gay...i miss deanna too...i wanna see her sometime this summer...and andrew bc we are all supposed to have a slumber party...and i wanna see more of zak and dv and since colleen is hott and has one of our new freinds from school wanting to date here maybe we could all go out one nite...me her andrew and steven...andrew who was interested in me i guess according to what steve told colleen...im flattered...and i feel hott...haha go jen...to bad im in so in love with mike...coulda been another 4 highschool freinds...haha...not that id give up mike for that but still...o memory lane weiner eh? haha well im gunna go to bed...charlottes party and job hunting and mike and i making chicekn fajitas are on the schedule for tomm...should be a fun time...see yall later
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[04 Jun 2003|11:45pm] |
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So...since i last updated...ive just hung out wiht mike...hes at orientation now for UMASS and i miss him...im pathetic haha but it comes with love :) (im also gay for writing that haha) but we went fishing the other nite in Scussett? it was fun it was all dark and we were the only people on the beach...didnt do anything nuaghty lol we were concentrating to hard on trying to fish and then mike caught a skate (flat thingy with flappy wings...) and mike couldnt get the hook out...i almost cried...im not like a huge animal rights fanatic but still..i felt so bad...then he gave up...and we thought it kinda died on the edge of the sane...then like ten minutes later after not moving the whole time the skate like flipped out and we were all "OMG!Its alive!" haha and mike kinda like tossed it into the water...it looked like it made it but im also prob. in denial...it was a real fun nite though...something original to do...then humm what else have i done? i dunno...something last nite i forget...and tonite i hung out with hott brett which is always a fun time...we did some illegal things...saw casey dobson pat and scuba steve at mobil and i made an ass of myself...brett got the hot hot heat cd and a new sweatshirt i picked out...:) it was fun...and now im gunna go to bed bc the illegal things have made me tired...haha im a horrible person...o and i stil desperately need a job...and im sad bc dark gleamings last show is this sunday :( i think its best for him to leave the band since he is going to amherst and all but i met alot of really cool people thro DG and im sad that itll be harder to see them all after hes thro with the band :( all the guys in the band are great and i love ali liz and tina...im sure they will come to visit us next year tho since mike will be there too...tomm nite i am very hopefully hanging out with zak dv and weiner...havent seen them since school and i miss them alot...but if they are busy me and colleen will still find a way to be cool that nite...we are in fact always the coolest of cool :) alrite...nite all...hope mike is having fun and not meeting hot girls haha
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